deep in thought
no one to think about
as I lost myself
everyone else tended to walk out
sometimes I need you
but no one is there
we’re all seemingly drowning together
yet it’s just me gasping for air
I miss when I could run to you
when tears filled up my eyes
now when I find myself drowning
my only comforts are in your lies
maybe one day
one day you’ll all come back
my friends, more like family
without you it’s love I lack
knocked down by the time flying
but it’s not from fun
each day spent wallowing in the previous
moving on is more like a long run
they say friends come and go
yet mine have only gone
when seeing firsthand what I’ve become
swallowed by my pain, chewed up and spat out; they decided to move on
