Right Now: Dear Old Me

dear old me,   when you look back and everything is a blur try to remember with fondness       the events that occurred   maybe you want to redo it       the memories are still vivid               or maybe you won’t remember and trying makes you livid […]

Fast Past: Missing MUNI

With the city on lockdown, I’ve been missing a lot of things. One of these things was Photoshop, but thanks to SMW, I can make weird stuff again! Stuff like the featured image for this post. My first idea was completely different than what I ended up with, but I’m really happy with the result. […]

Right Now: Dear Young Me

dear young me,   it’s been a few years you’ve lived and you’ve grown  almost ready to live all on your own   but mistakes will be made before you get here i just wanted to let you know before you shed all your tears    one day it’ll get better one day you’ll be […]

Right Now: Eat

they say you are what you eat   but what if you eat nothing  what if you can’t    what if it’s ruined for you so nothing is left    nothing is what i feel who i am when you tell me it’s not real   when you tell me i made the decision that […]

Right Now: Blend In or Stand Out

who i am i do not know   who will i be i cannot discern   what will i choose today   will i be myself or a shadow of everyone else   it’s easier to blend in but what if i want to stand out   but standing out is much more work and […]

Right Now: Love Fades

  when the rosy filter ceases to cover the unfiltered fights    and the sweet nothings  turn into always somethings    as anger takes over where passion used to stand    and you’re left crying no longer laughing from months spent out of a love trance   you’ll know you’ve reached it the point of […]

Right Now: The Beginning

the new beginning  has reached its end   new places and faces are as common as the old    unfamiliar territory  now repetitive scenery   with time running its own race i’ve barely had time to catch up   yesterday still feels like today and tomorrow is a year away    but the overwhelming skitter […]